why?

as I'm sitting here alone
thinking how this story goes
the more I try to forget you
the more I can remember, everything!

oh if only, why don't you become two
probably the other 'you' would love me the way I am
just like I always love you the way you are

I'm still sitting here alone
trying to go further
trying to let you out of my mind
but in the end you always gets closer